sleep deprived thought of the day

which coincidentally involves sleep.  or lack thereof.  think over the last year i can count how many nights ive had a full of run of rest on one hand.  one day i may understand my bodys apparent need for lack of sleep.  over the last several months theres even been a number of instances of staying up two to three days straight.  and not cause i was busy.  just couldnt sleep.  then theres been alot of things like last night.  i missed the third period of the blues game cause i was so tired.  lo and behold i wake up three hours later.  fuck this shit.....  i miss my sleep